Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Last game for 2008

Today's the last football game for 2008. Will be going to fix it up soon, so can't play for 3 months.

Just felt a bit sad, and ashamed of how I played. Lost the ball in stupid positions. Made some rash decisions. Sigh. Am I being too negative again? Or do I have high expectations of myself? Or do I think too highly of myself again?

I'm never going to wear that jersey to play again. It's too stressful.

I think I'm going to miss football, which I never felt this way while I was able to play.

You'll only miss something once you lose it. How true it is.

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